We used to spend all day talking; about nothing, about everything… it doesn’t matter. The only important thing was stay together.
Nowadays, everything has gone. I don’t know why, and I’m still waiting for an answer, but the only thing I’m sure about is our connection is not here any more, same as you, and I REALLY MISS YOU.
But I can’t wait for you forever. I wish, and I will do it if I could be sure that you’ll come back. But future is uncertain, and you are so good to me.
Someday I told you that I can’t believe when you said you’ll be here forever. Forever is too much time and I have already had some bad experiences in this, so I can’t let myself believe it. Or that’s what it’s supposed to be. Because, although I tried, after all I hoped you were right.
But you didn’t, and now I’m here, all alone, trying to fix me up even though I think it’s not possible any more.
